i can't help but smile when you are near.
because you make so happy my dear.
my heart beating so loud you could hear.
but i feel empty my love because you are not here.

i dream of you and i feel happy.
in my dreams it is you i see.
but when your gone its hard to sleep.
i know when i wake you wont be laying beside me.

ive lost a part of my heart cause you are so many miles away.
whatever im doing i think about you all day.
It hurts i cant be with you its sad i have to stay.
but knowing your coming back to me is how i know im gonna be ok.

i want to badly to be able to look at you.
to touch your soft skin i what i want to do.
i wish i was able to kiss you.
i just want all of you cause i miss you.

i cant even cry.
believe me i tried.
i want to hold whats mine.
and even though i cant i'll be fine.

the days and nights feel so long.
the sadness that i feel is so strong
but not being able to cry feels wrong
because only a part of me is here when you're gone.

my world seems so empty like im all alone.
without you this place doesnt feel like home.
the world is so quiet out here on my own.
and the only way i can be with you is through a phone.

i hate that i feel like this.
without you i dont exist.
this hell is where i sit.
your my heaven and heaven is what i miss.

so when you get back i will be whole again.
my sadness will quickly mend.
i'll be waiting to hold you again til then.
because i miss you my beautiful friend.